Default mode...back to this again.
"You better check yourself before you wreck yourself." Btw watching the brand new, on demand, due date movie whilst I reinvent my authorship/blogership.
I cannot ignore the magnetic pull back to the methaphor of the hero. The journey. Starting without anything but a vision, a dream. Having to overcome obstacles; feats of strength that test endurance and courage. As long as I know what I want, I feel there is something holding me up and helping to push me forward.
No one ever does it alone, everyone has a partner in crime. An ally. One to offer a different perspective, another voice to point in the right direction. There is nothing more lonely than being alone with one's own voice, in one's own mind, with no one but yourself.
As far as dating - sometimes I want this ally to be a boyfriend. That partner that helps you and supports you and encourages your desires to succeed. Someone must inspire and provide new and exciting ways to view the everyday as a priceless gift to be valued. My favorite therepist of all time once judged me when I said I was always happier when i had a boyfriend. She was adament on instilling that I was strong enough to do anything on my own. But it's not that I can't do it on my own; it's more that is it more fufilling to share my accomplishments with someone else. They nurture the spirit that suceeds and relish in it's glory.
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